So... i'm still alive. I'm just going to post what happened to me from... who knows when, up to now :D

1. I still have some grudge against my english teacher... but I survived to her crazy ways. Since we have to give reading logs (just so she can have control on who's reading and not) I have to give the reading logs during her classes... and since I don't have any day that I miss that class... my teacher ask for it everyday. One day, she forgot to ask for those stupid reading logs. SO I practically got a zero on that day. I was so mad at her cuz' SHE DIDN'T ASK FOR IT. SHE ALWAYS ASK FOR THAT F-ing THING! And so the next day, I asked her why she put me a zero when she didn't ask for it yesterday. She told me that some of my friends, including my best friend gave her the reading log. I was like 'WTF' so those who gave the reading log the day before, got 100 and the rest, 0. THEN she tells me that she won't go around asking for the reading log, cuz supposedly, we have to give it to her everyday without being reminded. So a few days later... after that discussion, I went to her desk and was about to give my reading log to her, and she told me to wait, that she ALWAYS CALL people to bring the reading log. In that moment, I felt so... guh, I didn't even have the word to describe the feeling. So yeah... I just said, WHATEVER TEACHER. 

On Wednesday, Nov. 4th, we were going to watch the movie 'Pride and Prejudice' (really nice movie, I watched the 2005 version, not the old one. I love Mr. Darcy xD). My teacher told us that we were NOT going to watch the movie because everyone had left some pages of the workbook BLANK. so everyone grabbed their own workbook and looked through pages. I was surprised to see that she put me X on some pages we didn't NEED to do. So I went to her and asked why she put X on some pages when she never told us to do it, and if she did say something about those pages, I would have done it immediately, just to get out of the business with homeworks. She was like 'oh but honey, I have the proof  that you were supposed to do those pages' then one of my friends came and said "isn't the one you told us that you couldn't print out the homeworks?" and my teacher instantly said "OH yes, I'm sorry honey..." blah blah blah. GAH. she's kind of crazy uh.

2. So you guys know that my birthday was on Nov. 6th. Guess WHAT. I had trimestral exams on that day. I had to receive chemistry, spanish, and physics exams. It was a horrible day. The weather wasn't helping at all... cuz... just kept raining!!!!!! the rain makes my mood... all sad, so depressing to see the sky all gray. And then, my mom didn't give me anything, same with dad. He just gave me $20! xD and told me that he'll give me a laptop in 4 years after. LOL. Then, my friend gave me $15 just to contribute to get a laptop. Then my brother sent someone to buy an ice cream cake. It was delicious :D so yeah... I spent my birthday like that.

3. Today, my mom bought me clothes. I'm quite happy for that cuz I was lacking some clothes, plus, she bought me a shirt I wanted, but it was too expensive. I'm glad my mom knows some of my tastes xD

So yeah... that's all what happened. I need kyumin right now! xD

SO, I haven't updated anything YET. To tell you the truth, I don't think i'll update anything until the first two weeks of November pass. The reason why: i'll have my midterm exams, and jeez, I REALLY NEED TO STUDY for all the exams. It's stupid that the exam just takes 50% and other activities we have done is the 50% -_- so... if I fail my exams, i'll just get 50% of my average grade for this period. THAT SUCKS. I swear my school is so... I don't know how to put it, so stupid. We have a good director, but when we go complain to her about our problems with teacher, she won't do any shiet about it. Then, the teachers are so... evil. I have this teacher that has ADD, she completely forgets what she was doing like 5 mins ago. Then she swears that she gave us homeworks, but no! She never gave us homeworks to start with. Now she's starting to piss me off cuz' she says that we have to show reading LOGS (like if we were in primary) to show her that we actually did read Pride and Prejudice. The thing is that I didn't show her one reading log on tuesday, so she put me a zero in her stupid grading thing in her stupid laptop. Then I found out that she had a box of cigarettes in her bag because I went in her teacher's closet to get my grammar book, and saw that box of cigarette. She has too much problems.

Lately, i've been getting too much stress because of school, obviously. we have like 3 exams per day. What a good way to start the 3 month of the school year. So with all these stuffs, I have.. i'm not sure... cuz i've never read any symptoms of it... but yeah, I think I have depression. I think that my life sucks, and that I should just die. Maybe if I die, everything would be better cuz I wouldn't be bothering my family to get me all the things I want, specially with the crisis going on. Then, my life would be in peace... which means no work, no stress, no sadness over a boy who won't even see me more than a friend. I have been with this boy ever since he started to like this girl in 7th grade... gah, she's so small yet she doesn't look like she's all innocent cuz apparently, she has "friends" in the whole school, and she just doesn't give a vibe that she's innocent at all. She has her emo long hair xD which supposedly, the boy likes that way. BUT WHATEVER. the thing is that i've been with him ever since that thing started, I was just being nice with him to help him get her... but he's too... pathetic. Can't even say hello to her when they're walking opposite to each other. THEN, this girl in 9th grade started to hang out with my group of friends, and to tell you the truth, I just can't stand being near her... I just can't stand listening to her, cuz she's ANNOYING. She would be saying things like "ohhh, so you guys don't like me, okay, i'll go!~" and she just jokes around... but that happens EVERYTIME she comes to our table and sees that there's no space. Then she would beg my friend to lend her his ipod... but he doesn't want yet, he still gives her his ipod cuz he's a good person. But then we found out that he doesn't like that she takes his ipod. WHY CAN'T THAT GIRL GET HER OWN iPOD? xD she's already rich to get one easily. And SO, I noticed that I got jealous when the girl would be all touch to the guy. I'm like those people who observes everything without saying any word. SO I OBSERVED how she would hug him, say cute things to him, pout whenever she doesn't get what she wants... UGH, I hate that. But in conclusion, I suffered for that guy. NOT ANYMORE, that guy will be just my friend, cuz I realized that he will never return his feelings to me. I get over the person easily.. so yeah.

Now I feel better expressing all this things in here. It's good to let it out once in a while xD
OH! I saw some pics of Sungmin in AKILLA. oh wow. i'm impressed :D
Also Yesungie! finally you'll get your own spotlight :D

SO FOR ALL I KNOW is that i'll update after the 2nd week of November. I'll start with an Eunhae fic, my 2nd otp :D <33333
It will be about Donghae being a prince, but he received news that his cousin was dead, and that those people who killed his cousin, will be after him. So the king decides to send his song to another country to keep him safe. He will be protected by Eunhyuk, who's just a peasant. Later, they find out things :D
how does it sound? xD boring uh? I can't get any more inspiration.

OH BY THE WAY, you must watch "You're Beautiful," with Jang Geun Suk, Park Shin Hye, Lee Hong Ki, and I don't know the other guy's name, but he's cute :D i'm so addicted to that drama, specially the love triangle that's happening right now... Well, I don't even know if it's a triangle because Suk likes Hye, but then the guy (that I forgot his name) likes hye too, and then Uee (from Afterschool) gets into the relationship with Suk just cuz she's evil like that. :D so dramatic... and I like that.

i'm also watching "Loving you thousand times," or something like that. Heechul's just SO FUNNY xD but I don't like the girl (who was Kim Bum's love interest in Boys over flowers) cuz she's just annoying as hell, she doesn't care about her dad, even nearly killed her dad cuz she didn't want to get transfer something from her body to his body, and she got no job, drinks cuz the guy she likes doesn't accept her. and so on.... PURE DRAMA in this one. I swear it's the most dramatic thing i've ever watched. Everyone in his drama, somehow, they are all related to each other, either just by family, friendship, and love. so confusing.

Then, heading to the ground, it sucks that citizen don't watch that drama that much... causing to just be 18 episodes. T_T YUNHO FIGHTING! Go Ara is amazing :D

So... that's all I can say, FIGHTING!
Phew... I wrote a lot... and most of them, poop xD